“A man must possess an atmosphere amongst a woman that she can trust her value with him”
- Mr. Keith Robinson
...And a man must know himself well enough to be able to examine if her value brings value to his life. My lack of self-worth in my past lent me to making extended time in this atmosphere I created, for women who don't possess the ability to love me the way that God intended for me to be loved, according to His purpose for my life. My allowance of letting them remain in my atmosphere for an over extended period of time, hurt me and them because honesty was missing. Honesty in this type of situation looks like...we know we're not a match yet we don't want to be alone... and we’re comfy and it's damaging to all parties.
The real damage is done when I question myself or change myself from who I was made to be to fit with a woman. The truth is the hurt led me to no longer wanting to create the atmospheric container that God has gifted me in crafting oh so well, because I’ve been hurt by my past decision making. I’ve learned that it was never about the atmospheric container I created. It was about my lack of discernment on who I was letting in the container. Many will be attracted to your atmosphere but only a rare find should remain in the container you create.
A huge lesson learned and praying that the lesson remains with me in Yeshua's Holy name!
Sincerely,
Ab of the ❤️